Here she is. She was born this morning. I waited for her for 5 years and 9 months. Now that she is really hear, I feel panicky. My life is completely changed. I have to take care of her 24/7. What if she cries? What if she’s sick? What if my husband went out drinking and celebrating with his friends tonight and I’m here alone with a helpless baby! What have I done?
Has anyone else ever felt like this? Or am I crazy? I love her more than anything in the world, more than I could ever dream, more than all of the cliches in the world stacked on top of each other. So why do I feel so scared?